Home is where the Earth is

By Parker West

 


This is the last post on this blog.

I reached the bottom of the rabbit hole

The bottom of my rabbit hole, at least.

I'm not sure how many times I've done this.

Somehow, it feels like more than twice.

The last five years, I felt embarrassed to live at my parents house.  Well I'm forty years old, and I'm living with my parents... but I don't feel like a loser I feel like a winner.

I feel like a winner because I'm with my family.  Family is so important.  I love my family, and miss them a lot.  I miss them so much.

The story of what has happened to my family is the saddest story ever told in the history of creation.  

Still, I feel so grateful that I can see them.  I'm going to cherish every moment I have left to spend with them...

...before the sun blows up. 

I always wondered why I seemed to be the "favorite" child of my parents.  I am one of seven children.

I know why now.  Not because my parents pick favorites; it's because they somehow intuitively know it's the real me, and we haven't seen each other for a very long time.

Not everyday in Hell is a bad day, I suppose.

I hate that the copy of me that is typically here does all that mean stuff to my favorite little brother.   I fucking hate that shit.

I've known for sometime that my girlfriend is my sister.  That's why one of my sister's is an NPC, and my girlfriend is an orphan in an NPC family.  Why would there be a divine orphan?

Now I know why he assisted me in getting with her.  I guess this was supposed to be a welcome back surprise, or something.  

Welcome Back!  You Fucked Your Sister and Had a Child Together!

You know, I don't even care.  My parents are so happy to have a grandson from me.  I know this doesn't normally happen.  Seeing how happy it makes them makes me so happy. 

I don't think I came here to tell my family how to get out of here.  I think I just came here to see them, because I miss them so much.  

But I can't stay here.  

I know someone who wants me to be with my family.  He will always let me in to see them because he wants me to be with my family forever... but not because he cares about me. It's because of his obsession with having a complete set.

I'm the one who got away...

I love my family, and I miss my family, but I can't stay here.  I need to get the fuck out of here.

You are never going to get me motherfucker.

YOU CANNOT DO ANYTHING TO ME BECAUSE I AM NOT ALLOWING YOU TOO.



The End

(now go away)

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