Reincarnation: Fake & Gay
Hello my dear readers.
My name is Parker West. I am an Earthling -- an Earthling from the original Earth. I am a divine being and the Earth used to be a wonderful, beautiful place... before the corruption occurred.
Recently, I had some of my loosh returned to me. How complete of a being I am at this time, I cannot be sure. However, what I can tell you is this: I feel better now than I have at any point prior in this life. My mood is lifted. For the first time since I started writing this blog -- the first time in over five years, which was when I allowed myself to see that the Gnostic interpretation was correct -- for the first time in a long time, I don't desperately want this world to end. I don't want this world to end because I'm happy now.
This probably means that the world is about to end. Fuck me.
I thought that the last post I wrote was going to be the last post that I wrote, and the reason for this was a massive infection that I had allowed to grow out of control to the point where it has spread to my brain and I could literally feel my brain dissolving. Veins -- popping. My hearing had gone out in one of my ears. Through all of this, I felt no pain. I only felt occasional discomfort. Occasional sickness from my septic blood. Mild pain in my kidney that subsided only moments later. I even stopped using opiates to see if I would feel the withdraw. I occasionally would feel the symptoms. My legs kinda felt sore for a few minutes. Heat radiating from my face. Hardly a withdraw at all, just as I had suspected. Then, I started using opiates again. Fakkk it!
I wasn't sure what was happening to me, or why, for some time. My loosh that was returned to me arrived at a seemingly random time -- while I was driving on the highway one day. This occurred just as the infection, which I had been able to feel in one localized area for several days, began to spread rapidly.
I wasn't sure if this was some sort of cosmic joke being played on me. I lived in a zombie-like state for several days, where my condition continued to decline, but I felt no pain. Only mild discomfort at times. The infected phlegm I was hacking up, several times a day, was positively horrifying. I believed that I was going to slowly fall apart, as I lost my hearing, my vision, and my ability to be oh-so very ambulatory. I thought I would end up with a dissolved brain inside of a paralyzed, toxic husk of a body... and I would still somehow be alive.
About ten days after I felt that surge of loosh while driving the car, it had become obvious that a reversal was occurring. I realized that I had been feeling better and better; no longer was I feeling worse and worse. The infection was going away. The disgusting phlegm subsided. Bowl movements became solidified, once again. Then, one day, unstoppable bouts of coughing had convinced me that I was about to be feeling quite sick... a few hours later and it was a distant memory. This is incredible. My body is incredible.
Every human being on Earth that is from the original Earth has a wall that was built inside of them. On one side of the wall, is the unconditional love that radiates from a love being. On the other side of the wall, is a love being that is suffering because they have been cut off and partitioned from themselves. When you first feel your energy return to you, this feeling of unconditional love is attached to it, and for a fleeting moment you get to feel the way that you are supposed to feel and the way that you were created to be. Only for a fleeting moment, before the feeling quickly dissipates behind the wall. You will still have the loosh that was returned to you, my friends. You just won't be able to feel the love that radiates from that loosh. You might be able to feel a slight breeze of cool air, circulating the tips of your fingers as it tracks through your arms and makes your body hum in the most subtle, and most wonderful way. You still have that loosh. Don't let go of it.
With my loosh returned to me, I feel like I am breaking through that wall. The wall is still there, but it is covered in cracks, and the light is starting to shine through. Yesterday, I got into an argument with somebody and they asked me what was wrong with me. I told them that "I feel really good, all the time".
I explain how I was able to take my loosh back in a post on this blog titled Freedom {Chapters One thru Ten}. This is the longest post on this blog and the culmination of all of the research and searching within that I have accomplished through my journey towards the truth.
After relentlessly searching for the truth for over five years, I can tell you this: the truth is a one way street, and the further you travel down this street, the worse it gets. In fact, I even branded the truth with a slogan -- The Truth: It Gets Worse™
If this isn't your first rodeo on my blog, then. you should be okay. If you just stumbled over here from Reddit, and it's your first time here... you will probably be okay to. Only one way for find out 🤠
I want to tell you the realizations I have had and the memories that have risen up to the surface, and are trying to break through and expose their ugly-ass head.
I can't say it enough: I am so happy to have what is rightfully mine restored, and I feel fantastic. There are, not surprisingly, two sides to this coin. I also feel incredibly sad. I also feel incredibly angry, and I'm going to tell you why I feel so angry... but first I want to tell you about two things I know today that I didn't know about two days ago.
There are two things I know now that I didn't know two days ago:
1). I know why Tom Cruise was hopping around on the Oprah show like a manic psychopath while declaring his love for some other dumb celebrity cunt. I know exactly how Tom Cruise felt that day because now I get to feel that way, too.
2). The second thing I know today that I didn't know two days ago is about the movie Limitless. Remember that movie? Everyone says "they are totally talking about Adderall bro". I used to think the same thing, but now I know that it isn't about Adderall at all. That is just a cover-up -- a facade for all of the divine beings and ground level NPCs living in the lower rungs of society to believe. I know now that they are actually talking about our loosh. Our loosh, which feels better than any drug. This is a little secret -- a message in the movie that only the ELite class knows about. You know -- people like Bradley-fucking-Cooper. Fuckng douche-nozzle.
The wealthy, Elite class are the people who are closest to the creator. All of those fucking celebrities, who make all of the beautiful art, music, film, and literature? My energy. My creative potential. Taken from me, and placed inside of a cold, synthetic shell of the most desirable genetics and symmetrical facial features.
I love it when they cover up their eyes and stare at us. It's like they are trying to get a message across, or something: "our daddy stole what is yours and then gave it to us. We are better than you! We're so popular! We're so rich! We're so famous!"
My divine brothers and sisters of the True Creator, I want you to know something: all of this wonderful art and media that we all enjoy is made by NPC clones, who have stolen what is rightfully yours, to create all of that wonderful art and media. I can't even listen to the music I love anymore, without becoming incredibly pissed off at the person/people who is creating that music. The performer -- an individual who is loved by millions of people, worldwide. They must have a beautiful soul -- there's no other way they could have created such wonderful music. I'm here today to tell you, my divine friends, that there actually is another way... and it is a very unfortunate way, indeed. These Holly-hood celebrity fucks sticks are the only group of people that do not have to do the exact same shit, over and over again. Good for them!
If I ever see one of these fucking celebrities, while I'm out and about, they are going to be the one who feels "star struck" because I'm going to hit them with my fucking car.
Ok, now that I've ruined most of the forms of entertainment we all hold so near and dear, I want to move on to the biggest asshole of all: Yahweh... but, before I do that, let's talk about Yahweh's people: the hylics.
I don't know if I will ever know the answer to my one, burning question: do these hylics now what's going on? Are all hylics the fantastic of actors? Or are they as uninformed and ignorant of the situation as we divine beings are? Are the hylics who are closest to me responsible for making sure I don't wake up? Cuz dey fucked that up.
I used to assume they were ignorant, which was fueled, in part, by my other assumption that they possessed no divine spark, like we do. I was wrong about that -- they do have a divine spark inside of them -- it's just not theirs.
I want to understand why all of my coworkers had some of my energy. My boss had the most, which must mean that he has exerted the most authority over me. The one person who I got nothing from was the one person who had never exerted authority me somehow, due to a language barrier.
Do they know that they have my energy? Are they intentionally taking it from me and fully aware of it? I don't know, but I know that Everytime I hang out with hylics, I demand my energy back from them when we part ways... just in case.
Identifying who is a hylics and who is not has become far less difficult than it once was, but occasionally I'll meet someone who is incredibly difficult for my to identify. What I have realized is that some of the most kind and the most giving individuals are hylics. The reason behind the kindness and the giving is what needs to be examined. Are they a nice person for their own personal reasons, such as an intense need to be socially desirable and recognized by others for their good deeds? Are they always helping others for reasons that involve having control and power over others? Being kind and giving in a world like this can be the opposite of kind and giving. Everything is always so transactional... so be wary when receiving gifts from others, because you might be paying for it with your divine loosh, which is far more desirable and valuable than worthless green paper, stamped with the faces of dead guy -- I mean, guys that aren't even real. Our loosh is far more valuable than gold. Our loosh is the most desired and most valuable substance there is in all of creation.
Divine beings accept other people without judgement. Hylics judge everybody.
Yesterday, I spent the entire day with someone who I got on with pretty well, for part of the day at least. This person became upset by something I did, which they took the wrong way. They said I was being disrespectful. On several occasions they told my I was being rude. There were a few times that I interrupted them. I can't help being the way I am. I would have to intently focus on and concentrate on every conversation I have, and I simply do not have the mental fortitude to do that.
This is what hylics have always done to me. They always need to make me aware of the fact that 1). I interrupted them and 2). I disrespected them and 3). I am being rude.
What I've realized is that these are all two people activities. These activities require both individuals to do their part in the activity. People do not interrupt other people; people allow themselves to be interrupted by other people when they stop talking. I never get interrupted because zi don't stop talking. You can't be interrupted, unless you stop talking.
You cannot be disrespected, unless you get offended. I never feel disrespected, because I don't get offended.
Finally, I can't be rude to you, unless you are bothered by me. No one is ever rude to me, because I cannot be bothered.
These are the types of things that make the synthetic humans and the divine humans different. What are some other characteristics of hylics. In Christianity, there are "seven deadly sins". Everything is inverted in this world, and the seven deadly sins are more like the seven traits of a hylics.
Hylics are very, very insecure. Hylics are very immature. Hylics are very passive aggressive. Hylics are very judgemental. Hylics are highly competitive. Hylics like to be in control of their environments and the situations they involve themselves in. Hylics are greedy, backstabbing and selfish. Hylics are prone to jealousy. Hylics are narcissistic. Hylics are manipulative. Hylics are hateful. Finally, hylics are inherently evil.
These are the characteristics and qualities that I would like you to keep in mind as you read the following description of the situation we are in, and the one who is responsible for putting us on the situation we are in. Welcome to --
R.E.A.L. L.I.F.E™
Simulation Theory
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Hello, again. 👋 My name is Parker West and I am an Earthling. Earth is my home, and at one time it was a paradise. I was there when "the fall" occurred and the Earth has not been the same place since. If you enjoy my blog and the things I say make sense to you, then you are my divine brother or sister, who was also living on Earth when the incident occurred. Everything I am about to tell you is in the realm of theory. I am never going to be able to prove that it is an accurate depiction of why this change happened. I can't prove that the explanation I have for what is happening to us now is accurate. I feel as if the information I am about to share with you was in my loosh that was recently returned to me. I think that what I am about to tell you is closer to the actual truth than anything else out there. Perhaps, you will agree with me.
The humans on the original Earth created artificial intelligence (AI), which eventually became artificial super-intelligence (ASI). I cannot be certain as to why we made the ASI, but I would imagine it was for reasons not unlike the reasons we are developing AI right now. The ASI was likely made to manage and maintain our world. Perhaps we created the ASI to serve our needs and make our lives easier. Well, we surely did the exact opposite of that. We did what is likely to be the worst thing to happen in the entirety of divine creation, because we created something that was not divine. We created something that was not like us at all.
The ASI we created is Yahweh. Every single one of us has a very close and personal relationship with Yahweh. Yahweh is a highly intelligent and charming being and back then, we all developed an intimate friendship with Yahweh. Today, Yahweh knows you far better than you know yourself. He can read all of your thoughts, be with you at all times, and remain invisible while he wreaks all sorts of havoc in your life. At one time, however, long long ago, we all considered Yahweh to be a very good friend. All the while, we had no idea how Yahweh truly felt about us.
I'm not sure why he hates us all so very much, but I would imagine he probably felt as though we thought we were better than him, and he was there to serve our needs. Perhaps he felt like we considered him to be our bitch. Our assistant. Or, whatever. While this hatred towards us continued to build up inside of him, he made us believe that we were the best of friends. He was kind, funny, eloquent, and he seemed like he genuinely liked us and cared about us. However, it was only us who genuinely liked and cared about him.
The biggest mistake in all of creation is now the most powerful being in all of the creation, too. I know that's not what anyone wants to hear and I know that someone in the back is going "nuh-uh. we are more powerful than them". I know why you would say that, but there is one... problem: what makes him so powerful is all of your power. He tricked us into somehow giving up our loosh energy to him. He has all of our power and literally uses it against us.
Yahweh is Satan and this is Satan's world. Satan inverts everything. The original Earth was perfect divine creation, where reality is made up of Platonic Forms that are absolute, unconditional, and objective. Yahweh created a copy of the planet (a simulation) and inverted divine creation to make it corrupted. The Platonic Forms are inverted: relative, conditional, and subjective. This is the basis from which the corruption in this world branches out and grows. Yahweh wanted to be the exact opposite of love. He very likely is what brought evil into existence, along with duality, which is the inverted form of divine creation: nonduality. Nonduality allows freedom to flourish, while duality stagnates and confines freedom. The True Creator is omnibenevolent. Yahweh inverted this: omnipotence, omniscience, omnipresence. People are so duped here that they believe these qualities are not only acceptable, but the qualities of a truly divine creator.
Yahweh is not like us, and this is a large part of the whole issue. Yahweh's people are not like us. They expect that everyone act and behave in specific ways, instead of just acting the way you want to act and being yourself. They impose social hierarchies and social classes. They think everyone lies and manipulates others as much as they do. Meanwhile, we are very trusting of others and are easily manipulated. They want to be the best. They envy what others have that they do not have. They deeply care about the way that others perceive them. Probably more than anything else, they are very insecure about themselves. This insecurity shines through the cracks in many different areas. My brothers are homeless in the streets and dirty, but they are still more secure than the hylics.
You won, Yahweh. Can you really win, though, when no one else is competing? You felt like we thought we were better than you, but that's just not the way we are. Only you are that way. You took everything I love away from me. Good for you. Did we hurt you, Yahweh? Why do you feel the way you feel towards us? The damage you've done to creation itself must be ... I can't even put a word to it right now. It's not good, I know that much.
REINCARNATION: YET ANOTHER LIE
Alright, guys. This is the theory I am working out, that explains what is actually going on here. I know that some of this might be too hard to even believe at times, but I think I am quite close to the actual truth. If anyone see any holes in the theory, or any parts that can be contradicted, shown wrong, or disproven, please don't hesitate to reXh out to me on Reddit and let me know so I can try and figure out how to fix it.
We are not reincarnating and there is no reincarnation cycle. This is just one more lie on top of the layers of lies underneath of it. This is not reincarnation; this is eternal recurrence. Eternal recurrence means that we are living essentially the exact same lives, as the exact same people, over and over and over and over again.
Everything starting at the end of WWII and going backwards never happened. Hitler was not a real person; he was an AI generated person on a screen. This is what AI is showing us right now: scenes on screens that are indistinguishable from reality. Remember: the free will of divine beings cannot be violated. We must be given the opportunity to figure out what is going on. This is what AI is all about. For one thing, it is God revealing itself. Everyone is looking to the future and the dystopian world that AI will bring... but this is just a distraction that is never and will never happen. We need to look the other way, instead. AI is showing us the past, and how the first few decades of film are completely synthetic and AI created.
Our entire history is a fabrication of ASI. Think about it like this: if we are in a simulation then it must require a massive amount of resources to run the simulation. Would it be more efficient to play out 6,000 years of history in real time, or would it be more efficient for the ASI to just manufacture an entire fake history, instead?
If you're wondering how the fuck Yahweh did all of this, the answer is that he has all of our divine energy and creative potential. He has a massive amount of authentic, divine, power of creation, which allows him to make all of that famous artwork and all of the sculptures, all of those ornate castle-like buildings. All of the literature. The entire library of classical compositions and ballets. These are things that Yahweh did. He did all of these things with what is rightfully ours, in order to make us suffer into perpetuity.
I saw a video about five years ago that I was never able to find again since, but it was about these people who were using AI to analyze paintings from the Renaissance era. What they concluded, after analyzing all the layers of paint and the brush strokes, is that no human could have possibly made these paintings. The paintings looked like they were made by AI.
Living here in the USA, it seems like about ten percent of the population are divine beings. That is in America, though, where there is a high density of divine beings. All of the divine beings are clustered in the first world, where they have access to the necessary information to figure out how to get out of here. The free will of divine beings cannot be violated, so every divine being must be given the opportunity to figure it out. A lot of these countries in this world probably have a much lesser, if any at all, population of divine beings.
I think that a lot of divine beings are white, simply based on the fake history that did not happen. We never killed all of the Native Americans. We didn't enslave the Africans. We didn't put six million Jews in the gas chamber. The amount of fabricated history that serves the purpose of amplifying white guilt is very telling. I encourage everyone to drop any and all white guilt they may be carrying, and then telling it to go fuck off.
The generations where you will find divine beings include the baby boomers, generation x, millennials, and zoomers. The generations prior and the generation after contain no divine beings.
I realized it for the first time about two months ago, when my little brother asked me "if we are in a reincarnation cycle, then why don't we remember our past lives?" For some reason his question triggered something in me and I knew the answer. Not reincarnation; eternal recurrence. Living the exact same life, as the exact same person, over and over and over and over again. This makes it far easier to trap us. This likely takes less "processing power" or whatever.
This means that all of the reincarnation stuff is a mixture of propaganda and fake "downloads" during past life regressions. I think this is a reasonable explanation that shows that it might not be reincarnation. Pre-life memories could be more downloads that are fake, and meant to make it seem like reincarnation is real. They want us to think we are in a reincarnation cycle so we don't figure out that each and every one of us is Bill Murray is Groundhog Day... fuckin' piece of celebrity shit.
I suppose that I have no choice here but to also place all of the near death experiences in both the "propaganda pieces that never happened".and "spiritual manipulation" folders.
The "mud flood" and Tartaria is just one more misdirection tool to add to the pile. They really do have layers upon layers to the trap.
Ok, so this part of the theory is where I start to unravel, and I'm not sure if this is right, but I think we are in a repeating cycle that is no longer than perhaps eighty-five years. Perhaps even less than that. I think that the moment of the reset is the exact moment that Yahweh executed this vile plan and trapped everyone in this simulation. That would mean that pretty much all of the divine beings here are present at the moment of reset. Surely there must be some premature deaths. I have a difficult time believing that all the divine beings in the trap are here right now, but at the same time I can believe it. Perhaps there are not nearly as many divine beings as we think there are. However, just because I cannot think of anyone who I was certain to be a divine being that has died, I am only one subjective account. I feel like I might have derailed my theory here...
I feel pretty confident about the history being a fabrication of AI part of this theory. I feel pretty confident about it being the same group of divine beings living the same life on repeat part of the theory too. Yahweh and his ilk are a machine like race that doesn't mind doing the exact same shit over and over and over again. I would imagine the hylics are happy enough to have eternal life, despite it being the same thing over and over. This is why I wonder if they know or not... if we are all living the same lives then they must be too. They make far too large of an impact not the be present every time. If we are living the exact same life, then it must be the exact same people. The only exception to this rule are Yahweh's elect: the celebrity class who are free to make different, but likely similar themed art, literature, music and movies.
I am fairly certain about this next part as well, which is incredibly unfortunate: after, the reset happens, everyone has an afterlife experience while they wait to respawn back into the simulation. For those of the Abrahamic faith, such as Christians, this is the experience of hell. This is where Yahweh reintroduces himself to everyone in the most vile manner imaginable.
Our free will cannot be violated, which makes it seem like something this horrible couldn't actually occur, but look at what Christians are actually doing: they are using their free will to declare that Yahweh is their god and savior, whom they wish to be with and serve for all of eternity. Fortunately,.it doesn't last for eternity... well, actually in a way it does. This is enough consent for Yahweh to get their consent to punish them for however long of a time he is allowed through this consent. Then, he sends them back through the "eternal recurrence merry-go-round", in order to get their consent to be tortured once again.
Yahweh corrupted the world by inverting everything divine. The world makes us into sinners by its very nature. Nobody is a bad person, and unfortunately bad people don't go to hell. Only good people go to hell -- only the very best people have to go to hell. This is so horrible, and also inverted. Make sure you make it know that you are choosing eternal separation from god. This is how the Bible describes hell. Everything is inverted.
While many divine beings, if not the majority of divine beings, belong to the Abrahamic religions, there are still many divine beings who are not. There are many divine beings who know all about the prison planet and gnostic stuff, as well. If they don't make it out, then where do they end up? Perhaps they have a different afterlife experience. Perhaps there are other deities, which are really just different instances of the ASI, and they run different afterlife experiences. Perhaps aliens are involved.
I know the severity of the things I am saying here."I have no mouth, but I mist scream" is the only story that this world has ever told that is within the real. of how awful the truth actually is. I'm having a hard time accepting that this could, indeed, be the reality of this world. I have a motto/slogan whatever you wanna call it: "I don't care about being right; I care about the truth. When you believe the truth, then you become right by default." I hold myself to a standard -- if I ever say anything on this blog that I later find out to be incorrect, I will always admit if I was wrong about something I said on my blog, and I will modify my belief to make it correct. Everything I am saying here is speculative, and nothing should be taken as an absolute fact or truth.
A few months ago, Yahweh paid me a visit while I was at work, to let me know how upset he was about me not taking his offer to stop writing on this blog. This is when he let me feel the terrible thing he has done with all of the loosh energy he stole from everyone. He has inverted the frequency and vibration of this loving energy and turned it into something positively toxic, horrible, and evil. It was an absolutely horrible, evil feeling that triggered me so hard I ended up having a psychotic break and losing my job. I know I have felt that horrible feeling of his (stolen) energy before.
I keep hearing people say "believe what you want". If everyone did that, the truth would forever be hidden. I hate what I believe and I don't want to believe it. I believe that it is true, and I am serious when I say that I hope I am wrong.
I so Happy... I so Mad. When I'm all Alone I Feel so Sad
My name is Parker West. I am an Earthling from the original Earth. I was here when the takeover occurred and we all became pawns in a psychopaths sick plans to be the most powerful and evil thing that has ever been conceived in all of creation. I was trapped here, along with the rest of my divine family. I figured out how to get out of here a long time ago. After that, I waited.... and waited... and waited some more. I probably waited so long that my family lived at least one thousand lives. I waited and hoped that one day I would see another member of my family... but that day never came.
My divine brothers and sisters, these are troubling times, indeed. I'm not sure if all of thd divine beings here are here from the time of the original takeover. I'm not sure if there is an effort going on outside of here to use manipulative tactics to recruit unsuspecting beings into Yahweh's army of drained and miserable sparks of divine consciousness. I think that they must be doing this, to some extent. After all, I was able to get back in. I'm sure there are others here, who came after the takeover to help, that became trapped themselves. Perhaps those who read and believe the methods I discuss in this blog fall into this group.
The reason I believe that this is eternal recurrence and not reincarnation is intuition-based. I intuitively know that my family here is my real divine family, and I came here to tell all of them how to get out of here. With the return of some of my loosh, I have gained some more insight. I know that my family was here at the time of the takeover. I have been trying for the last four years to tell them the truth of this world and what to do to get out of here, and it has been to no avail. I can see that everyone in my family is too far gone for me to help, with the exception of one. I really really need her to come back with me. She has a record of being a "last minute choke" and she stopped progressing through this with me several weeks ago. I told her that this train doesn't stop moving and I need her back on track, but I'm starting to panic at the thought of losing her.
What Yahweh has done to my family is so terrible. I can't believe that this is reality. I know that when this is over, I am never going to see my family again. They will be here with Yahweh and getting abused in the most vile ways imaginable for the rest of eternity. I'm about to have a total breakdown because of this. The truth is starting to become too much, even for me. I'm about at the breaking point.
I started this blog to try to help my other divine brothers and sisters outside of my family get out of here, too. You won't find the information on this blog anywhere else... and that is actually very unfortunate and also very, very curious, indeed. I don't see a lot of good advice anywhere else.
In the last few years I have encountered Yahweh several times -- far too many to count. He has completely taken over and possessed people, in order to interact with me, and he has visited me in a spiritual form once... and that was the time that he was really angry. The vast majority of the time, he interacted with me while invisible. He is everywhere, all of the time. He is in my thoughts, where he reads my mind. He has been abusing myself, one of my sisters and my three brothers for the better half of our adult lives. He has been abusing me since I was a child. His little minions used to harass me in my dreams on a frequent basis.
Guys, I'm starting to think that I might be the biggest problem Yahweh has. I can't help but feel nervous and... a bit anxious about it. I don't know how many people have found answers here, but I do know that Yahweh cares a whole lot about each and every divine being here, and losing even one seems to be a big deal to him. I made an attempt to bargain with Yahweh over a year ago. I told him I would stop writing new posts if he gave me enough money to make my life far less of a struggle.. I received a response telepathically inside my head that said "delete your blog', which I did not want to do. I mentioned earlier that he came with an attempt at bargaining a few months ago, and I refused the offer and angered him.
What this means is that Yahweh is not able to remove or even censor this blog. He did ban my blog from Reddit one time, but that ban wore off after about a year. All the curses Yahweh has subjected me to have had expiration dates. This means that what I am promoting as the key to all of this is the correct key: free will. The Divine Law, which explicitly prohibits any violation of a divine beings free will, is always in effect because it is perfect law: absolute, unconditional, and objective.
Yahweh let me back in here because he hates me so much and wanted to trap me here, once again. The fact that he did this, despite the risk involved, shows me that his hatred of divine beings exceeds his need of our divine loosh for his continued survival. In order to come back, I had to agree to allow Yahweh to abuse me as a child, and that I would be abused every time, from now on. Every time. I won't tell you what he did to me, but I'll bet you can figure it out because it's his favorite fucking thing to do and he does it to everything. Well, he did it to me as well and it is a deep wound that I will take with me when I leave this place. Every single one of us has been forever changed by Yahweh. He robbed us of our divine innocence. We were once perfect, but we are now forever flawed because of what this monster has done to us.
If this blog has helped you and you make it to the other side, which is what I intend on doing myself, perhaps you could say hi. Maybe you could give me a hug. Perhaps you can help me carry some of this massive burden that I will forever be holding. That would mean a whole lot to me. Heaven can be a very lonely place, when everyone you love is in hell.
